ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLright
so i have a few acrylic peices i have to put up that i am putting off but i will i promise they are too cute not too i bought new brushes and new paint and it makes me happy. dennis leaves in 4 days that makes me sad
and now to go to bed i have to see k slice tomorrow and jazzy as well

geez life is insane i want to move on actually do something with my life
also i like him a lot but i don't know him well enough to say anything. i feel like i am 15 again crushing over this guy even though he is completely amazing and SO cute... i may have liked him when i was 15 also which would be weird, no wait i didn't meet him till i was 16 so never mind i am going to try to go back to bed now

stupid flu

working on university apps right now and its kinda of pissing me off i just want to be able to go to school and get my BFA without all this crap paperwork. there's so much i want to to i want to move out and live on my own but i don't want to be stuck in a dead end job trying to make rent and feed myself all at the same time. i want a tattoo i want i want i want gimme!

and now is the part of the show where i come to the realization that i and a greedy little girl and i need to work for what i want rather than having it passed to me.
there is so much i don't know so many opportunities i passed up in pursuit of what was easy the list is so long and i am only 18 what do i do where do i go
someone save me?

peace

k just starting this up im gunna cry i am tired but i cant sleep i shall blame the rockstar. i miss the rockstar. haha thats all